Over the last few days I haven't been able to sleep well. Just tossing and turning feeling off and unsettled. This is not a good thing because my days are demanding and my family needs my energy. So I have to rest well and be ready to go the next day. Needless to say, I can't go to Starbucks everyday- so I have to find a sustainable way to keep my energy up. I usually play volleyball with a team, but recently I've pulled back due to a slight injury. This was my natural adrenaline rush- but at the moment, I don't have that. Yesterday my "spidy senses" were really on high alert as I am nearing the 2 week mark to an event I'm planning. The quiet before the storm, was so eery that I called a meeting to get input and feedback from all parties involved. I was nervous, thinking as fast as these wheels in my head could turn, I felt nausious and frustrated. I immediately started praying for help. I asked God to come in and remove "me" from this equation and allow Him to work through me.
As a event planner, I've been working on this event for the last two and a half months, thinking I was ahead or just on point. But now, as the end is drawing near, I find that there are 10,000 other things that need to be done...almost made me blow my top. Then in a quiet moment I felt the word of GOD calm my spirit and the verse poped into my head. "But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus" and I knew he was then in the midst of working it out. Funny thing is, he was always working it out for my good...as he promised.
Now- on day 11 I have clearer direction, props on point, builders in place, sound needs on lock, and I can see the manifestation of his word. Glory to the most high! Just #ASKGOD